a princess's secret diary
August 22, 2014

If I never speak to Josh again I would be so happy.


So so so so so disappointed.



ppl who dont like vampire weekend : what r u afraid of??? joy????? sweaters???????


Sigh. So much for my last day in New York.

  • me: it wont bother me.
  • me: *lies down*
  • me: it actually really bothers me. a lot. so i'm gonna think about it all night instead of sleeping.
August 18, 2014

When I was suicidal my plan was to kill myself by drinking jewelry cleaner. I researched it and it seemed like one of the least painful poisons. Today I asked my mom what the weird blue liquid on the counter was, and she said it was jewelry cleaner. It’s weird that now that I’m better, the thing I wanted to kill myself with is readily accessible. 


Please do not tell me how to feel about my mother. She puts on a mask for the rest of the world to see, but I know how abusive she really is.

August 17, 2014

I used to shit on myself all the time, especially late at night. But right now it’s 4am and I just thought, “I’m fucking adorable.”

August 15, 2014

CJ is honestly the flakiest person I know.


Why is it that whenever I talk about a guy friend the first question everyone asks is, “Do you like him?”

No. I am allowed to like guys platonically. I am allowed to have friends that are not my gender.