a princess's secret diary
August 22, 2014
02:05

If I never speak to Josh again I would be so happy.

01:49

So so so so so disappointed.

01:44

capecodcasablancas:

ppl who dont like vampire weekend : what r u afraid of??? joy????? sweaters???????

01:31

Sigh. So much for my last day in New York.

00:23
  • me: it wont bother me.
  • me: *lies down*
  • me: it actually really bothers me. a lot. so i'm gonna think about it all night instead of sleeping.
August 18, 2014
21:25

When I was suicidal my plan was to kill myself by drinking jewelry cleaner. I researched it and it seemed like one of the least painful poisons. Today I asked my mom what the weird blue liquid on the counter was, and she said it was jewelry cleaner. It’s weird that now that I’m better, the thing I wanted to kill myself with is readily accessible. 

15:31

Please do not tell me how to feel about my mother. She puts on a mask for the rest of the world to see, but I know how abusive she really is.

August 17, 2014
04:15

I used to shit on myself all the time, especially late at night. But right now it’s 4am and I just thought, “I’m fucking adorable.”

August 15, 2014
13:06

CJ is honestly the flakiest person I know.

02:21

Why is it that whenever I talk about a guy friend the first question everyone asks is, “Do you like him?”

No. I am allowed to like guys platonically. I am allowed to have friends that are not my gender.